Thursday, November 8, 2018
Dad, we've never really spoken. I saw you for the first time in my life , just a few weeks ago. I had so many questions for you . I wanted to tell you that I've never hated you and I waited my whole life to see you. It feels like once I found you , you slipped right thru my fingers. I feel sad and angry. .Is that selfish ? God I don't want it to sound that way . The little girl inside of me just wanted to hug you and talk to you. But I also know you are not suffering anymore.and that is all a part of God's plan. Everything happens the way it's suppose to , I guess. So rest easy Dad. Sleep with the angels .and when it's my time to go oneday , I pray that you'll be there to meet me at the pearly white gates .Love your daughter , Cindy
