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your grandaughter posted a condolence
Grandpa..this sucks to high heaven you know.It seems like a bad dream that i cant wake up from.I am so mad that god has to take the good people from us.i keep asking why. you have always loved me through thick and thin even when i did the stupidest stuff and even a couple times have hurt you..I will never be able to say how sorry i am..but you always loved me you always forgave and was always still there.you and grandma have been my rock for so long.i feel like im slipping alittle now..but it will be ok..we are stoutenbergs and we always make it though. I will do my best to help take care of grandma.i love you grandpa and i will miss you so much.but we will see each other again..till then keep me in my heart.Not a day that will go by that i dont think of you and all the loved ones that god thinks he needs to have.Im so glad you are pain free and free of this thing called life..now its time to be happy and enjoy yourself grandma will be ok..enjoy your vacation cause soon enough we will all be there bugging you again.
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your daughter posted a condolence
To my dad with love.I know over the years that I have been a disappointment to you, I have failed you in many ways,all I ever wanted to do was make you proud of me. I didn't graduate school so i went back and got my GED, hoping to hear the words " love you and that you were proud of me" NO, nothing. I am taking a college course now and when you were told about that all you could say was, "what a waste of time and money, why was I doing that for because I am not going to work, to you it was ridiculous." and with that all I wanted to hear was, Gail I wish you well, that you were proud of me and that you loved me... since this summer all you have done is complain about the things I have failed at, how I have used and disappointed you and mom that all i do is think about myself, that I take and take and never think about anyone else. That I have not been there for my mother, that I am spoiled and selfish and and I am a cry baby. You have thought me to be man crazy, always picking losers no one ever being good enough (well I have to admit I didn't have a very good track record) and for that I am sorry. Maybe this is why I am still by myself. dad I am sorry to have been such a BIG DISAPPOINTMENT to you, such a cry baby, such a failure in your eyes, it seemed that the more I tried to please you,the more I failed. I ONLY wanted you to be proud of me,accept me,and REALLY love me. I know that it was difficult for you to give me the Stoutenberg name, about 4 years to be exact but i want to remind you that I never dirtied the name by being arrested, having my name put in the paper and embarrassing you. I may have let you down by being the 1st child to leave her h
Dad all I have ever wanted to do is make you proud of me,I hope that i have finally succeeded.I feel like I have lost yet another portion of my soul,just 2 years ago my son and now you. As I cared for you I could see and feel your pain. I wanted so desperately for it to go away, I kept trying dad to give you relieve, I am sooooooo sorry it failed. The fear and discomfort were written all over your face. May you now rest comfortably and know in yur soul that all will be taken care of with those you left behind. You shall remain a part of me for always. I love you dad regardless of what you thought.I hope you know differently now.Please let Dom know that he is missed and loved as well.
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Lisa posted a condolence
Grandpa, I just wanted to tell you sorry I am for not keeping in touch over the years. I guess it was just because of the other things that I was trying to avoid. In no way did I ever want to avoid you and grandma but it don't work out that way. I love you both and always will. The guilt that I have inside now is overwhelming. I feel like there are so many more things I should have said to you before you left. I hope that you saw in my eyes that I was sorry. I promise to not stay away anymore. I want you to know that I remember all the time we spent with you in our early years and how much I appreciate all you have ever done! I will always think of you when I see a Starlight mint or hear a baseball game on TV. You are in a better place free of pain now. Enjoy yourself and please don't worry about any of us here. Grandma will be well taken care of. Just think, you can do all the things you haven't been able to do over the last few years. So get your hammer and get to work! I love you grandpa and I hope that you know that.
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Brandi Nelson- Great Great Granddaughter posted a condolence
grandpa.. I Miss you so much. I know Have not been around in a long time but i've been around since i moved in with Mom.You were a hard working man and did a very good job at it.I'm going to miss coming in the room and seein what you were watchin on Tv and talking about the game or the races.I always Stayed The night With you and grandma And I loved It! I have to say I'm Really happy that you got to meet you great great great great gradbaby Ameilyah Mae.. when I first took her in that room you were sooooo happy to see her! your eyes did not come off her.Your eyes were glowing! I wish you didn't havr to go but I alway say to my self that your not in pain anymore.. All I've been say to my self is that I miss you soo much.. I'm going to just think of the good times we had at not the mad. RIP Grandpa I will Always Miss You&Love You No matter what.Someday I Will Be right up with you.Grandpa I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH.. You well be missed by all of your loved Ones!!! Again R.I.P.. I LOVE YOU!! You Will be always in my heart!
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Pam Steffen posted a condolence
Our condolences to the family for your loss. Emmy is an employee for our home and we have shared in her loss. Your family is lucky to have such a sweet person like her. Again, we are sorry for your loss Emmy, and family.
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